dinner party

a clearly amazing night.
thanks to everyone who showed at coastal-- it meant a lot.

also: my mother is THE coolest.

i am both psyched and sad for Vail. on the one hand: glorious mountains and reading in the sun by a pool. on the other hand: leaving everyone at home. dilemma!

things with john have come to a close. i hurt my friend dearly, and i feel really bad about it. the whole situation was handled poorly from the beginning, but especially by me at the end. my behavior reflects poorly on me, so i'll have to deal with that, but now i'm looking forward to really actively pursue getting my life together for myself and for God. plus it'll be nice to have brian stop calling me an idiot about guys. he'll find something else, but that i can deal with.

again, friends: you made my night incredible and i love you dearly. for all of you who couldn't make it (being in other states and what not)-- i love you too, and I miss you, and J-Hops people: i'll see you soon.

h.

ps. i got awesome red chucks. i'm so spoiled, it's silly. at least i know.