"This one's for the rose.
Beaten by the rain you fall apart
Held out for a boy
Colors greater than the sum of all your parts
Is that you?
If so, what will you blossom into?
When you're only pretending you can grow
Flashing smiles
Your roots go underground and spread for miles
In the dark
Unexposed
Yeah, this one's for the rose."
Interesting day. Largely unexciting, but I got a lot done. Laundry, check. Christmas shopping, check. Emotional break down, check. Unmerited harshness towards mother, check. Notice the incremental decline. In other news, the paperthinwalls.com best of 2007 mix is incredible. Thanks, Diamond.
I'm ready to be healthy, in more ways than one. Givens thinks I need to work on myself spiritually, since it's always been so important in my life, and it seems that my deterioration in life is a partial result from spiritual deterioration. I agree with him. I spent a while reading my Bible this morning just because I hadn't in so long. It was nerve wracking but also felt like coming home. This is a conversation I need to have with Brian, during a long walk, I think. Just need the time.
Tomorrow: No idea during the day. Tess & Alirio's party at night.
Saturday: No idea during the day. Rufus Wainwright with M. LaRosa at night.
Sunday: Drive up to B-more. Chill with father.
Monday: X-mas shopping for dad's side? Drive to Gram's for McFadden X-Mas Eve Bash 2007.
Tuesday: Home for X-mas with Mum's side. Meet Olivia, the newb cousin (EXCITED!)
Wednesday: Sami? Givens? Trifecta? Regain sanity? Who knows. It's all up in the air until Vail on the 2nd.
"Things happen. We deal with them and move on."
Yeah... maybe. That's how it's supposed to happen, anyway.
H.
Beaten by the rain you fall apart
Held out for a boy
Colors greater than the sum of all your parts
Is that you?
If so, what will you blossom into?
When you're only pretending you can grow
Flashing smiles
Your roots go underground and spread for miles
In the dark
Unexposed
Yeah, this one's for the rose."
Interesting day. Largely unexciting, but I got a lot done. Laundry, check. Christmas shopping, check. Emotional break down, check. Unmerited harshness towards mother, check. Notice the incremental decline. In other news, the paperthinwalls.com best of 2007 mix is incredible. Thanks, Diamond.
I'm ready to be healthy, in more ways than one. Givens thinks I need to work on myself spiritually, since it's always been so important in my life, and it seems that my deterioration in life is a partial result from spiritual deterioration. I agree with him. I spent a while reading my Bible this morning just because I hadn't in so long. It was nerve wracking but also felt like coming home. This is a conversation I need to have with Brian, during a long walk, I think. Just need the time.
Tomorrow: No idea during the day. Tess & Alirio's party at night.
Saturday: No idea during the day. Rufus Wainwright with M. LaRosa at night.
Sunday: Drive up to B-more. Chill with father.
Monday: X-mas shopping for dad's side? Drive to Gram's for McFadden X-Mas Eve Bash 2007.
Tuesday: Home for X-mas with Mum's side. Meet Olivia, the newb cousin (EXCITED!)
Wednesday: Sami? Givens? Trifecta? Regain sanity? Who knows. It's all up in the air until Vail on the 2nd.
"Things happen. We deal with them and move on."
Yeah... maybe. That's how it's supposed to happen, anyway.
H.
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